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[07.07.09] |
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I'm in Northern Europe!
Helsinki is so damn pretty, it's more quaint than American cities which is a major plus. Goddamn seagulls are monsters though, every time they swoop down on me I think I'm going to lose my head. Meet the parentals on Sunday for lunch, and if that was not the most awkward situation ever, I don't know what is. I'm usually a champion when it comes to winning parents over, but when there is a language barrier involved, there's really not much to do but smile and look pretty. They're very sweet though, kept showing me goofy photos of little Fin and the dog. I think they like me, but a Finnish smile could mean something completely different, so I'll see how this unfolds in the next couple of months.
I also had my first real sauna. Ladies and gentleman, you are not strong until you've sat through a real Finnish sauna. It is crazy and it damn near made me cry. I thought I was hardcore having lived in Malaysia for so long, but turns out I am anything but.
All in all, it's been sweet. The boyfriend pampers me, and it is super fun saying my hellos and thank yous in a completely different language.
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[06.30.09] |
Ok I'll make this quick, I think Demi Lovato is damn pretty. Selene Gomez on the other hand, doesn't even look like a real person. Miley Cyrus should gtfo.
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| Nobody likes to, but I really like to cry |
[06.29.09] |
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And so.
I'm having a boatload of problems with the school, so much it makes me want to upchuck. However, I choose to ignore it at least for a couple more days because I cannot do this now. I'm supposed to be relaxing and having a good time with Aaron, it's not fair to either one of us. So I will be the bigger person and ignore it. It really has been 5 goddamn years since I've had a good vacation.
I'm in Eau Claire again, but possibly for the last time. It's been kinda fun, I'm living with like, 126537216 other boys in the house so it's a cockfest everyday. They're all away at work now, so I'm just chilling by myself. I leave for the airport on Thursday where I'll be flying to Finland to visit the boyfriend. And then hopefully I won't have to be back in the USA (at least for undergrad) any-fucking-more.
I'm so glad I came to Eau Claire before flying off. I started off here, so it only seems right I finish here. Plus it's cool. The boys have their own naked fat guy neighbor and it fascinates me so much.
I will leave the sentiments for later. I just really want to stay happycakes for now.
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[05.29.09] |
OMG Glee is set to be one of my new favorite shows. Cannot wait ok, how can this shit only be aired in Fall? Fuckers, damn emo. And plus I'm fucking bored. All I do is gnaw on Japanese rice crackers, giant chocolate chip cookies and cigarettes. I want to die. The first summer session ends tomorrow. My god, 9 credits in 2 and a half weeks. Fucking overkill. But of course, because I am a champion, I can do it.
OK la I'm going to try on my new dress again because it's KNN fucking cute. I love America. Bye.
/end unnecessary post.
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[05.26.09] |
Alright motherfuckers, check it:
http://ring-apartment.blogspot.com
http://www.hometoomuch.com
Thank you.
Oh and if I have to edit one more video today about anything at all, I will fucking upchuck all the cookies I just had (which comes up to a grand total of two, but they were the size of my goddamn face ok) and choke myself with a camera cable. KNN can die.
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| Everybody just wants to fall in love~ |
[05.23.09] |
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OK, quick update.
Summer school sucks, I'm bored all the time, I need to wash my sheets, I need to clean my room, I pray I have enough space in my luggage to keep all my shit, it's been two weeks since Iris, Andy, Moldavians and Fin left me here in Bemidji to fend for myself, I am lonely as fuck, I wish I had more money, I need more mouthwash, I want more dresses, I haven't had a drink in 2 weeks, I have all my plane tickets booked and paid for aaaaaand I am so goddamn excited to visit Europe =)
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[04.13.09] |
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I haven't been doing this in a while, it almost feels like I forgot how to.
Psyche!
Anyway, the semester's almost up and I have huge ass projects lined up this week, thus it is only right I get sick on the Monday of the week I have to run down to the cities to present my senior thesis only to run back up the very next morning to sing silly songs and dance silly dances for Festival of Nations.
I want to die.
Fin arrives in 11 days though =) At least I know I can't get sick then, if I'm already sick now. Then I can at least have some real fun, if ya know what I mean.
Ok la that's it, I've got work to do. Bye.
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[03.18.09] |
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It's all quite amusing how bitter some people can still be. I do not by any means dare say I am very adult (I wear pink boots for crying out loud), but hey I think I can restrain myself from reliving unnecessary high school drama. I remember it being very tiring to deal, but it really is something to giggle about now. I just feel like I have several more important things to deal with, `tis all.
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[03.18.09] |
Apparently I get done in June instead of December.
*dances*
This shit is crazy ok, I only have 8 more credits and all I have to do is attend summer school and I officially have a degree. LIKE GODDAMN IT FEELS LIKE I'VE BEEN AT IT FOR AGES OK. It's nuts, I am over the moon.
Only problem is, where I go next. I'm definitely going back home this year, but I want to see my boyfriend. Ive turned into one of those loser girls who sit in front of her computer 5 hours a day, Skype-ing her boyfriend. I realize I lose a lot of street cred saying this but fuck it, I miss my Fin crazycakes. And given a chance to stay in goddamn Europe for free, who the fuck would pass that up? If you do, you are clinically unstable and do not deserve the right to live.
HOW DO I TELL THE PARENTALS? I do not know. All I know is, I get done soon and I get to binge on as much fatty, dirty, OVERWHELMINGLY DELECTABLE MALAYSIAN FOOD SO FUCK THE WORLD I'm quite fucking happy. All I need now is a green light for Finland and a little bit more money for like, vain shit like that kitty beanie and cupcake scarf from that website I blocked from my computer (because I know if I stared any longer, I would not be able to resist). Then again it's not like I'll use any of that in Malaysia because a) it's only cool if worn in WhiteMan country (otherwise, it's damn jeng) and b) it's fucking hot there, why would I fucking need a beanie and a scarf in the first place.
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